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This place! I had forgotten.

So much has changed since I've posted in this little fairy garden I created for myself, long ago when I felt so alone.

So much has changed. Of course it has! I look back to how unhappy I was-- well, I seemed sort of cheerful from these posts, but also so alone... reading through it all I can remember just how hopelessly trapped I felt. There was no freedom. I couldn't wrap my head around seizing my own life and running for it. But then, then someone showed me how. And now... now I'm free. Really and truly free.

But. Well. Sad things, that's what my LJ is for. Not this blog. *This* blog is for looking forward, and looking within. It's for using ellipses as often as I like! It's for talking about things that bore most people. It's where I can geek out!

I guess I need this place again.

I don't care if people know who I am, really. If I did I would post everything here on LJ where things are truly private. I just want to not have to be "on" sometimes. I want to be able to do exactly what I'm doing now. Chatter my head off about whatever comes to mind. ^_^