Introverted Girl

Since she felt the urge to smile, she followed the primary rule of her existence and did not do it.
--Princess Melanthe, For My Lady's Heart by Laura Kinsale.

Saturday, September 14, 2013

Yu Kanda from D. Gray Man

My latest anime obsession is D. Gray Man. <3 Sesshomaru is still my favorite-favorite character, I re-watch InuYasha episodes with him in them because, extreme-love, BUT...



No he is not a girl, but he's prettier than one and I keep feeling like, oh I wish I could RP him. I might ending writing fanfiction like I did with Sesshomaru, but for now I'll just watch D. Gray Man episodes. ^_^

Favorite Yu Kanda lines:

"I'm sorry for involving you in this, but I must take that innocence."

"You're so naïve. We exorcists are destroyers, we're not saviors."

"This coat isn’t a pillow for the wounded… it’s the uniform of an Exorcist!"

"As if I'd shake hands with someone who's cursed."
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I adore this clip-video someone put together. ^_^


Friday, September 13, 2013

おはいよう!

It's not time to say good morning, but it IS morning, technically, and I still think ohaiyou is the most cheerful good morning saying ever in the history of ever! ^_^ I'm excited to have a place to type in Japanese, now that I'm taking a class and actually know more than what I learned from anime and Human Japanese. But... 疲れた~~ I wish I could sleep, but I have soooo much work due tomorrow. I don't know how I'm going to manage it all. :c  土曜日だったらよかった。

Thursday, September 12, 2013

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This place! I had forgotten.

So much has changed since I've posted in this little fairy garden I created for myself, long ago when I felt so alone.

So much has changed. Of course it has! I look back to how unhappy I was-- well, I seemed sort of cheerful from these posts, but also so alone... reading through it all I can remember just how hopelessly trapped I felt. There was no freedom. I couldn't wrap my head around seizing my own life and running for it. But then, then someone showed me how. And now... now I'm free. Really and truly free.

But. Well. Sad things, that's what my LJ is for. Not this blog. *This* blog is for looking forward, and looking within. It's for using ellipses as often as I like! It's for talking about things that bore most people. It's where I can geek out!

I guess I need this place again.

I don't care if people know who I am, really. If I did I would post everything here on LJ where things are truly private. I just want to not have to be "on" sometimes. I want to be able to do exactly what I'm doing now. Chatter my head off about whatever comes to mind. ^_^